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[16 May 2006|08:21pm]
I really like Hermione. I find that I have a lot in common with her. She's intelligent and witty. I find myself agreeing with her on several things and we've both fallen helplessly for two very attractive Slytherins. Draco seems to have bewitched her in the same manner that Blaise has done me.

Speaking of Blaise, I love him. It's a simple fact. There needs to be no explanation. I love him and that's all there is to it. He loves me as well. Just writing that puts a smile on my face. Oh, bother, I think I've turned into my sister.

Speaking of which, I haven't seen her in days.
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[30 Aug 2005|01:50pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

The ball was wonderful. I had a delightful time even though Blaise left early. I was expecting it though.

The strangest thing is that Blaise has Pansy and Snape and I still have no one. It's hard to believe that I'm just middling through life alone. I'm not really alone. I have my sister, but she's wrapped up in Bill at the moment. I long for that. I long for the feeling of knowing that I have someone there at the end of the day. Blaise has two someones.

I have to go. Work calls.


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[03 Jun 2005|11:25am]
I bought this journal to help me get my thoughts out. I'm a mediwitch, which in itself is a big deal. St. Mungo's is home to hundreds of wounded still left from the war. A war, I'm happy to say, my family survived but many of my friends did not. It's hard to look at a thing like the war and wonder why I was lucky to survive when so many others were not.

Pavrati tells me that I blame myself for living when so many others died. That may be the case, but wouldn't you feel guilty? Wouldn't you wonder what was so significant about you that you made it out alive? It's not that I'm upset that I'm still here, but after making my way through uni and becoming a mediwitch, it pains me to see such a significant loss of life.

As for Pavrati, she's hardly changed. I'm happy about that, too. I don't know what I would do without her. She's my best friend. I'm living with her in Hogsmeade. We do fight, but it's the type of fights that are easily gotten over. I must admit that my sister has been my saving grace. When I feel I'm getting to anxious, I can depend on her to bring me back down to normal life. She tells me that it's a sad day when she's the extent of my personal life. I just don't have time for men.

Anyway, I should be getting to work.
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